One day
Nicole C. Mullen was sitting in her music room, with her
burgundy-colored Bible opened to the book of Job. She read about all
the trials that befell him and how he was faithful nonetheless. And
then she saw a familiar phrase that jumped out at her in a new way:
"I know that my Redeemer lives" (Job 19:25).
"What a statement of faith," Mullen said
to herself. At the time, she was struggling with personal trials of
her own, but they paled in comparison to what Job faced. "If he
could still proclaim his faith in the midst of misery," she thought,
"then I should be proclaiming it, too." And that was the beginning
of her song "Redeemer."
When she
recorded her self-titled debut album, she included the song, which
quickly went to the top of the Christian music charts. Its
thoughtful lyrics, which celebrate the glory of God as revealed in
creation and in the empty grave of Christ, won her Dove Awards for
both Song of the Year and Song-writer of the Year in 2001. Mullen
has since won many other honors (including Female Artist of the Year
at this year's Dove Awards), released other hits, and sold more than
1 million albums. But it's still her heartfelt ode to God,
"Redeemer," that moves concertgoers to tears when she sings it.
"If the Lord
doesn't anoint it, it's just words," she says about the song. "I
give Him the credit."
In spite of
the accolades, though, Mullen is in an ongoing struggle to get her
singles aired on Christian radio stations that, for whatever reason,
tend not to regularly play music by nonwhite artists.
But she
refuses to become bitter. "No matter what I'm going through, no
matter what the issue, I know the Lord is there to see me through,"
she says. And she hopes everyone who hears "Redeemer" and her other
song experiences that reality, too.
Many people
have told the singer that they've found hope through the message of
"Redeemer." "We live in a hurting world," she says. "All of us
struggle with health, money, natural disasters, and personal
problems. I want people who hear my songs to know that Christ,
though He is high above us, lowers Himself to be with us and in us."